Where do i go from here

[RandomDramatics]

i'm tiel sitting to help me with my loss. i'm an odd griever I need to love something to help me get over something.

[Pajarita]

So very sorry for your loss. Personally, whenever I lose one animal, I replace it almost immediately. This is not because of my feelings of loss or whatever but because, the way I see it, if I have room, time, resources and love for another animal, it's my moral duty to rescue or adopt one that needs a good home. What species/breed, color, gender, age or condition makes no never mind to me because, as soon as the animal comes into my home, he becomes part of my family and you love your family regardless of what they might look like or how many problems they might have.

I don't know where you are located (not in USA because you talk of kms instead of miles) but why don't you look in those sites where people list things they want to sell? Here it's called Craig's list but there is also Kijiji, Hoobly and a couple more, I think... including one where people list things they want to give away for free called FreeCycle, I think.

[RandomDramatics]

I will be as soon as I move out of where i'm living. this house is never relaxed it's always busy busy and I somewhat blame this place on what made my angel sick and made his stay so short. it stressed him out and he got so sick and now he's off to be cremated before he comes home