by Wolf » Sat Dec 12, 2015 8:43 am
Parrotsforlife, I think that you may have worded your reply wrong, but we know what you meant.
Jessimuse, Although you have not told us exactly what happened, most of us can tell you pretty much what happened, maybe with a slight variation to it, because some of us have made the same mistake of one very similar to it. Yes, it was a stupid mistake and one that you should have known better than to do and the results of this incident will remain with you for a long, long time. Hopefully you have learned the right things from it and you will never make the same type of mistake again. The things that you are feeling including the guilt that you are laying on yourself, probably a bit too harshly, are far worse than any reprimand that I or anyone else could give you.
I, like many others was a bit cocky and too bold for my own good and use to take Kookooloo outside and turn her loose in the yard to play in the grass and let her get some sunshine. This was without her wearing a harness or being in a cage. I was so bold because she had never shown any interest in flight and always walked where she went. There is a post on here that I made after it happened giving all of the details. I was one of the lucky ones as I was able to recover her, many others have not been so lucky.
I will admit that no one will tell you that you did not make a stupid mistake, they may have even tried to reinforce why it was not a good choice, but no one wants to get on you for it as we know about our own stupid mistakes and as unfortunate as this is we are hoping that you will still be lucky enough to recover her. You will beat yourself up over this far worse than we could and although you have the right to do so, I would remind you that hindsight is 20/20 and causes you to see clearly what you did not beforehand. Don't be too harsh with yourself, just learn from it.
Although the chances may be slim, there is still a chance that she will survive a bit longer, there are feral parrot populations in AZ. She will try to find some shelter and will try to remain still while it is raining and if you dress for the wet, this might help you to spot her if she is still close.