I made such a stupid mistake. I opened the door with my beautiful eclectus Brian on my shoulder like I have done a million times before. His wings are clipped but he was startled by something and I can't find him.
I feel so heartbroken, guilty and stupid. We live on a large property and he left my shoulder at my shoulder level and appeared to make it into a paddock full of deep grass. This was just as it was getting dark last night. I hunted and called till I couldn't see.
I was out at first light and I can't find or hear him. I had a guy come out with a flir camera and nothing. I think I may have killed him or he flew further then I ever expected.
I miss him so much and feel so useless.
I'm sorry Brian and I love you xxxx





