Thank you for that. Talking to someone other than my family would be nice, since I no longer have friends. That's why I worry my issues have rubbed off on Fawkes since she's so bonded to me!
Changing topic, I'm going to try to answer all your questions. The dogs are my parents' and older sister's dogs. There's 5 miniature schnauzers, 1 dachshund, and 2 poodles. They're a handful to be sure. They also bark at every noise and it's deafening to hear that constantly. It then makes Fawkes scream and yell out of excitement too. The good thing is that my room is upstairs and the dogs typically stay downstairs all day.
Fawkes' wing is still droopy and I suspect it will forever be. She can not fly at all. She tries hard to jump as far as she can. She even attempts to climb up high on things to get a jump and I almost always realize it and catch her before she hurts herself, but she keeps trying. You can feel where the broken (misaligned) joint is. The vet said its not necessarily broke but that the joint popped up out of place and it's not like you can pop it in because it doesn't work like that.
I tend to stay up late. So I go to bed around 12:30 or 1 am. I cover them at 11:30 but I know they can't be fully sleeping since I'm still up and about. Then I normally wake up at 9:30. Sometimes 10:30 if I'm super tired. That's when I uncover them and change their water, change their seeds/pellets and I give them the fruits/veggies every other day. When I do give them the fruit/veggies, I leave it in for a few hours then take it out and change the water as often as I need to. I leave the seeds/pellets bowl in all day.
The seeds are typically Kaytee brand seeds that I get from petsmart. The pellets are the Roudbush crumbles. The vegetables are a mix of peas, carrots, corn, green beans, Lima beans and then depending on what else is available I provide things like apple, oranges, banana, berries, etc. Loki (my cockatiel) and Sky and Kit (my parakeets) all enjoy millet a few days a week but Fawkes will not eat the stuff. Sometimes I do give them some dried papaya and nuts as treats. These are the more everyday-ish things and anything else are considered the specialties. All of my birds except Fawkes have cuttlebones as well.
The toys are things like those cabob things. The little woodsy chewable things. Popsicle stick stuff, little wood pieces, paper toys, some plastic chewables and for Fawkes leather toys. Before she started chewing on her snuggle hut or on clothes she was obsessed with leather and was going through it like nothing but even though she has a lot in her cage now she doesn't get as crazy over it anymore.
Loki seems very simple and loves his mirror and picking at his millet and toys but he does have a foot fetish which is very weird. Haha. Have to keep feet away from him or he'll try to get on. He is very tame and whistles a lot and can fly but he's a very clumsy flier.

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The parakeets are not tame but are super playful and in love with each other. They're adventurous and brave little ones and play with every toy I ever buy for them. Sometimes they like to go into loki's cage and take over which he does not appreciate. He's like the grumpy old man that doesn't want the young ones in his lawn but won't harm them or anything.

- Kit (female)
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- Sky (male)
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And Fawkes is very bonded to me. When I first got her it was with my ex fiance when we lived in Hawaii and we were all pretty happy. She and I were both healthy. She was tame with everyone and bonded to me and fiance at the same time. Then that relationship ended and when I was dating again it took a long time but she warmed up to him. She went from attacking and being territorial to being just as bonded to him. Then that relationship ended and that's where it all went downhill for both of us. It was a bad breakup. Lots of other personal stuff, very long story, and then her issues got worse. She wouldn't accept anyone in my family anymore and become fully bonded to me. She started the regurgitating on her food bowls. She discovered the drawer in my dresser with clothes she completely chewed up to tiny pieces and I felt she shouldn't be in there but I felt bad because it seemed that it was all that she enjoyed so I continued putting old clothes in there so she could chew it up and have a hideout that brought her some cheer since she didn't want toys anymore. Then the regurgitating on her hut started and when the whole seizure thing and getting her wing broken during the checkup happened I felt that she lost the most important happiness which was flying. The regurgitating increased.

- Fawkes
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Now in my current relationship she won't attempt to be agreeable. Even though he has come over almost every night and greets her or gives her treats, she won't have it. And now he's getting frustrated that she won't change and he likes to tease her which upsets me and I have him stop. My baby comes first, always.
To answer liz's question, Fawkes is pooping normally. There has not been a change as far as I can tell at all. It is consistent and healthy looking.
I'm sorry if that's a lot. I just feel like I need to explain it all. When I was engaged I had someone to help me look these things up and to help take care of them but since those 2 breakups and living with my parents again and me being jobless and now out of school, I feel so lost in being able to help my babies. I want them to be happy. And I'm glad that Loki, Sky and Kit are doing just fine but Fawkes' issues shadow everything else. She's the love of my life and I have failed her.
Right now I'm grateful for any and all advice. Even criticism, since I know I'm obviously not doing things right. I'm glad to have learned about the seagrass stuff. That helps a lot. And I thank everyone for their advice, I truly do.