by Chantilly » Fri Jul 01, 2016 4:43 am
I am so sorry for your loss. I know how hard it is to lose one of your babies, they become a part of us, loosing them is truly heartbreaking. I feel your pain.
For a half week my family and I had an Alexandrine who we'd brought into our home, he/she was still a baby who we got, she was deformed, twisted beak, could not fly and curled stiff feet. We had her four days with her 24/7 and then one night she seemed sick, half hour after noticing she died. My Mum, brother and I sat with her for about 25 minutes as she had strokes, snapping her head back then whimpering as you described your baby doing, we were trying to figure out what to do, we were going to take her to a vet, it was 8pm and were going to call one in, but Dad was at work and my sister was waiting to be picked up, there was no way to make it in time. So my Mum and my brother walked out the door crying to go pick up my sister, we all knew she would not make it, that hurt the most, I listened to them shut the car door and then I looked down and saw she was gone, I lost it then, just like that in so few minutes and she had gone. I was crying all night. I got teary at your firt post, because I really understand how bad you are hurting, and I am teary again as I write this, because I remember so clearly loosing our girl. I was only able to find peace in knowing she was not suffering anymore. I had no idea what had happened/ why she got ill so suddenly, nor did I find out, so thank you for posting this.
And anthough she be little, she is fierce ~Shakespeare
- Tilly & Shrek