Before I got my brown headed parrot, Basil, I visited a chain pet store in town (For those in KW, the Petcetera near Conestoga Mall). There was a sweet little senegal parrot there, then 6 months old, that was at the time selling for 1,200 dollars. That was way out of my price range, and I had my mind already set on my bird, which was on hold for me. But I couldn't forget about that sweet little bird; it had such a stare!
Pet shop birds, I figure, must commonly have this allure. They spend so much time just watching people; this one was not so pleased to be picked up, but seemed to enjoy just to sit close to the glass, never taking its eyes off of you.
Its been two months or so since I got my bird, and I decided to visit that senegal again two days ago. He was still there, the price now lowered to 600 dollars - the store must be getting desperate! He looked a bit bigger, his eyes a bit more golden, still sitting on his swing facing outward into the store. I took my boyfriend to see him again yesterday, in the back of my mind hoping he would fall in love with him and take him home.
Where do these birds go when they get too old to sell? What happens when it is no longer profitable to drop the price anymore? There is a part of me that is worried that I made the wrong decision - what if this was the bird I was supposed to get?
I love my Basil, and I think he loves me; perhaps the difference is that Basil didn't need me in the same way. But maybe he does now; I know the two of us have a lot of learning still to do.
I guess in my heart now I know if I ever get another bird, and by that time I will hopefully have a little more experience, I will get a rehome or a bird that really needs the chance to be loved. Its probably best until that time that I don't visit pet shop birds; I'm sure so many of them have that longing gaze. Its enough to give any animal lover a "Mother Teresa complex", and to wind up with all too many expensive pets.
But, if any of you are getting a new bird, consider that little senegal. He is a little scared, probably a little nippy, and seems to be a little overweight due to his pure seed diet. But there is a good bird in there, I know it!
I don't want him to go where the unsold ones go... wherever that may be.